longer love

Because love, also so no longer love
Wear headphones, the bedroom is very quiet, ambiguously feel that the breeze of there disturbance world gobbles up the blackness in dead hour and listens to that"than the heart more painful eyes", the eye Cape is getting moister,strategy speed LED did I cry?I didn't shed tears, obstinate tell oneself like this.Story have no beginning, also have no coda, but really have been already ended?

Three year agos, she meets with him, Gao Er, purely really have some silly season, he and she entered school of arts Pei together excellent class of, but the year of Gao Er, each other is just acquaintanceship, just seeing will beat hello, and the most general classmate relates to.Gao Er's next semesters, on a sudden the storm assaulted her, she loved most the most honorific mother to go to Kingdom of Heaven, her world collapsed, the morrow is a result fall, she leans against an end of rational try to bury sorrow, carry on the back a government history hard of ground, just again entered Gao San's Pei excellent class of.The evil claw of destiny seems to be never to stop, she knew, the mother left on his/her own initiative of reason, father's betrayal, will soon appear that,exhausts all tricksshe will replace a mother, she collapsed again, the despair was later on another own birth, she throws in the energy to the study, sad the strength becoming is nerveless, too many antinomies, her result didn't raise because of effort.Life of huge fall bad, the close relatives pass away to betray of sorrow, Gao tests of pressure, entwine her, passed through the first half period.Second half period, the adjustment of seat, she became to across table in the bordering on of hallway with him.

Is this the beginning of story?First half month, he with she how don't talk as well, however time really can change a lot of, can unfamiliar become to acquaint with.He continuously communicates with her and asks a question each other, his English good, she inquires his English, he asks her the text Zong and becomes a good friend and late review the lessons after school together foolish in the classroom,Collect beautiful classic sentence carry on the back a composition.She wasn't independently either to tell own story him, he was very shocked, after, he helped her a lot of, on the study, at mentally, he gave her the encouragement and self-confident, her result also again entering of the miracle sort class of front 20.That time of she doesn't know love, she doesn't know that is what feelings, move, also appreciate very much, feel that owing him is a lot of.

Gao Kao thinks after ending that everything now ends, but doesn't know that being a kind of is lucky or does 1 kind tie down, he and she led two lines and unexpectedly report of another province school all in Zhejiang, and very near.The story didn't start, because each other is just friend, she knows that she will suddenly and very miss him, but this kind of mixed up too many feelings, her indetermination, he also had his own girl friend, she was sad to lose, but in mind had been blessing he has to be happy.Don't know that he exactly took place what, the next semester that knows greatly a his regression a person's life.

Put winter vacation, her a person lives in a house, very the loneliness is also always very frightened, he accompanies her net last chat, he takes she goes out to play, she moves.He also always has no intention of in the mood forly protecting her, she knows.He always encourages her, he says to her:"PK for cent a time of investment The I belive in you and I support you forever."

At her inside there is 1 from vulgar, though she can move circumferential person, can let to concern her person to shed tears, at know of she is strong and optimistic in the middle of the person.The mother leaves to always suppress her, also is close with father for two years don't contact, since Gao San don't almost and never once go home, one personal life, she has no self-confidence happy to anyone, she also fears to implicate him, so bury this always dicey feelings.As long as have a chat with him every day, let him be his own angel good.That day, he took place an antinomy with her, mutual approval hereafter not want to contact, can this also not is the final outcome of story.

Probably is this real story beginning?After a month, he suddenly delivered an information for her and told her that his father went to Kingdom of Heaven.She sees after the message, the tears is beyond control and lose a voice Be getting more painful, she cried for a night and also thought for a night.She hopes he is happy, she doesn't want to let likeness of experience occurrence on him, she knew this to is 1 kind to go deep into medullary feelings and help him and do some affairs for him and saw own responsibility.She is understand to lose close relatives of that kind of pain that remember with gratitude to the end of the life, mutually cherishing of a kind of fellow sufferers understand each other, she wants to become she to guard his angel, that time, she delivered the message of a lot of encouragements, how much of at the mid-night, cry how much time, is is he.She sought part-time, have a class the period do attendant in the restaurant of outside of school and promote sales on Sunday and leave a school to deeply sink at him painful of those 20 come to sky, she is similar to feel it's sad and also neglect a studying much exhausted, also lost nearly 10 catties.Get hold of at her the hard Zheng goes to of several hundreds of wages after,MH heat exchanger what she did the first matter bought a MP4 for him, 51 very not easy works ended, but she didn't take a rest, but sat computer side, used three days, the cook is used till 2:00 in the evening of wireless net, net soon and very slow, she descended more than 1,000 songs, listenning to of a head per head, not and good to listenly strike off, leave more than 500 heads, each time there is lyrics in the capital city, just want and let the time that him is sad and listen to song.She is also always very self-reproach, feel that oneself is very useless, doing not know can do for him what, these are really too not enough.

After, he almost makes a phone call every day with her, he sings a song to let her listen to, Dragon Boat Festival she sends a Zong-zi for him, he the time in her birthday 12:00 makes a phone call, the first wishes her day happy, he says that the holiday can stay with him to her, his mother has already agreed, he tells her the holiday to repair a birthday for her and lets***mama cook for her.She cried, she felt that she is very happy.At her sad of time, he sheds tears for her.